Date:11.07.22

Mood: Pondering

Hello beautiful bbs, welcome to my first entry. I had to wait until this blogged looked a little less uggo to make this entry, but i think we're getting somewhere y'all. I know this is the type of shit a 13 year old with a tumblr blog could do but I'm pretty proud of myself for this shitty little site I got going on lol. Coding is something I have never really had an interest in at all or thought I could be good at, but this past year I've been exploring using it to make art and it's been really rewarding so far:) One of my plans for this site is to make a cool page/s for my touchdesigner projects so I can track my progress w that too. #bimbosinstem. Besides that stuff, I've been thinking a lot on the friendships in my life, basically wondering if I'm a shitty friend or not. I've recently stopped reaching out to a friend who is struggling in life because I was kinda losing sleep wondering if they were okay or not, and it didn't seem like they were ready or wanting to get better. It's a long story that I probably won't get into, but I'm just stuck between trying to set a boundary for myself and feeling like I'm giving up on my friend. I will probably reach out to them today, but honestly I'm being selfish because I don't want to because I know the response will make me sad. Anyways, let's not get too emo in this first post lol, I'll see you guys in the next one!

Date:11.12.22

Mood: Making soup and killing you in my mind

Hey y'all! Hope my millions of visitors out there are doing well :^) I just finished fixing the new buttons on my homepage, and making soup, so you could say it's been a productive evening over here. I think my next goals for this site are gonna be: Make a cuter header and make an art page. Trying to work on those right now but I think this base site is coming together! On another note, there has been something weighing on my mind that I'll definitely be making a post on in the future. Honestly just trying to get some more content up on this site before I do so that it's not just super depressing right off the bat lmao >o< We can't come in too hot ya know? But to make a long story short, I've just been thinking about my former boss from my dispensary job last year, and how I would literally need a bunch of trigger warnings to say what he's done to me if you catch my drift lmao. But like I said let's not get too depressing right out the gate.

This is the third entry.It doesn't exist yet but my peanut brain needs to keep this code here so I don't forget it

yippee! I'm kinda getting the hang of this thing